Amy Laessle-Morgan

Opaline

 

My heart

has become a small outlaw of an organ

savors every recklessness

like black sequins drifting across bathwater

gone gray and circling the drain.

 

How I long to be more opaline—

to refract, not reflect.

To become the thing light has to work its way through

slant and split around.

 

I’m always telling some stranger or ceiling or notebook

that if I could just tilt the glass right

they would finally see what I really am.

Not transparent,

not brick-solid either

but that milky in-between

that refuses to give up

the whole story all at once.

 

I am not here to be read clean.

I am here to be held up

opal-troved—

just water, silica and voids

throwing off color

as if seeing were believing.

Amy Laessle-Morgan is a poet based in Southeast Michigan and the author of the poetry collections East Coast Heartbreak and Live Wire. Her work has appeared in Gypsophila Art & Literary Magazine, Sterling Script, Poetic Reveries Magazine, Artifex Literary Magazine, Squirrel Cane Press, Azarão Lit Journal, and Two Key Customs Press.